How could I stop making you feel the same?

As I surrender to you! I know your will be done on me Jesus Christ! Amen!

I'll Continuously Keep My Trust and Faith In You

Does my hope still being hopeful? Sigh~

If I Could, I Will.

I am wiling to do anything which I could especially for you. I pray to him and ask for his love upon us, yet to stay this way. Though, things go up and down, but I wanna stay strong for you. Even I left for a few seconds, I started to think the moment we spent and I hope this could stay constant. However, sometimes, I may ask a lot question, though, and this could made you feel annoying, but I hope you could just take it as simple conversation. Can you remember how many times you've scolded me and I never fight back? And all I think about is forgiving you and myself. I just wanna go light and easy on you and being hard is only giving us a difficult moment.

Not Here, But Out Of It

Seriously, I wouldn't wanna stay here, in Malaysia. Though, its my country, but I wish to move to somewhere else to study which I had in mind. I prefer to have a different environment where there's peace of mind everyday and different lifestyle. This is my biggest hope and I hope it will be done one day.

I wouldn`t stay

Lately, I've been thinking could I manage myself to go somewhere which I plan to go next year? I wouldn't wanna stay here, though. I guess its time for me to make decision to leave here and start my new journey to somewhere I wish to be at. Lots of memories behind, though, where I will surely miss it, but I need to make a step forward for my life and to the place where I plan to go. Perhaps, this will bring me something new and its a good opportunity to have new experience.

Amiss Me

I had been such an inconsiderate one as I have treated you with a defective manner. I recalled what I had done to you and I found that it went overboard. I can see that you are hating this feeling and I shall not ask for more. I will stop and it won't happen again. I have ruined your lively moment and I felt so amiss.

I Wish

You have plenty of friends, who can turn to you anytime, anywhere. I wish I could have that congregation, though, but unfortunately its not what I expected. Abundantly, I managed to notice, you'll look more pleased when you have your group of friends which they intended to cope with you, and you look more restless either. I wish I could have that moment.

Treasure You

The moment we spent wasn't wasted in the matter of joy and heavy hearted. This is how we get along to get a hearty relationship and better understanding. I'll treasure the moment we will spend from time to time and I don't wish to see you leave my heart. Truly, I'll offer you, my heart and I hope you could handle it with care. I'd always pray and I believe one day HE will answer me with miracles happenings. Amen!

Hold

I hold onto myself whenever I see something that got my eye. This is not what I pining for, but it just made me feel very uncouth yet skeptical. From time to time, I invariably indicate myself not to consistently go through this circumstance in any circumstances because I don't like to have those fondness. For I know, it's a very defective decision to show you that I'm being such a one. Sometimes, I prefer to cover myself with this matter by not wanting you to know because it's not righteous, but i refuse to do so. I promised you, I would split out whatever I had in mind. Though, I will, but I just hope you could bare with me with this matter which I am trying to change and correct myself to display a better me sooner or later.

I believed I'd always made you upset

Have I complained too much about you recently? I wish you could just be honest to me yet tell me the truth. Don't conceal yourself from me because I never did. I felt hurt deeply inside when I saw you were upset where there's not a single smile while we talked. Emotionally, you are not a particular person to me, but it's indescribable which am not afraid to declare. Seemingly, I can state how you feel and what are you thinking sometimes by looking at your mien which I hope you wouldn't mind.

A Gift

I wish to Thank You for that gift you have provided. This gift will always be remembered no matter where I go and it stays inside, though. This isn't a simple, and people might treat that as a normal gift, but to me, it's never a normal, yet an amazing gift from you which I will never forget to be honest. Thank You so much and you are always one of the amazing ones. God loves you and family. I know you felt happy and so do I! :)

Not a good time to leave, yet i don't feel glad to do so!

I don't wish to leave.........................

I Hope You Never Mind

Whatever we've been through won't be realize and understand by many peoples, but all I hope you won't mind at all. This is the first time I am in this situation, though and to be honest, I will take it no matter what happen. Would you mind?

God, I can feel that this is not me, but you are in me! Amen!

Walk with Him and he'll show you the way, the truth and the life...Amen!

I Never Mind

I always believe that you do mind lots of stuffs before anything else, but eventually I was wrong. By knowing you day by day night by night and at last you wouldn't mind a single thing at all. Honestly, it was just like an arrow struck into my heart by your words when you mentioned that you wouldn't mind. People might think I'm crazy, but I can tell that they never understand. Pretty best, I wouldn't mind of anything either about you, even a single little or big thing.

I came back for some reasons

Never thought of I could failed a unit last semester which could lead me to come back here just for a single unit for the whole 3 months at the second semester. Initially, I always accused that it's a waste of time and money just for that unit. Before coming back, I've received a good news regarding my unit which I could take a supplementary in a limited time. Well, I was surprised and excited since I got another chance. Before moving on, I graduated in Diploma of Business, finally. Thank God for that! Amen!.

Today, as I have thought back I came back here not just for a my supplementary but for some reasons. Why would I say that? One of the reason is because if I wasn't here I won't experienced someone who does care and love me so much. I felt this was my first time being treated so well here. As being serious and honest, I can' even imagine what I shall say more? Indescribable!. If I wasn't here, we won't be so closed, yet I wouldn't knew would I be as glad as now because I manage to see you almost daily. If I wasn't here, I knew we have already lost contact even! If I wasn't here, we never get to understand each other and share our problems. I can be sure I won't feel as amazing as now if I wasn't here today.

We've been through few moment of difficulties to understand each other, but still we never give up perhaps. Even what I've been through to overcome burdens, I'd still glad to see you around because you have made up my day. Coming back here wasn't a coincident but it's already been planned by our Heavenly Father!.

Moment of Appreciation

Time passes just like in a second where you were here since few days ago. I felt delighted when you willing to spent time with me and shared, yet accompany me throughout the weekend. I still missed you somehow, therefore how amazing was that? More than amazing! God is working now that he's showing his love and care for of us. I would like to provide a few words about you that you never stops caring, even though you are so exhausted yet you never give up either! You have done so much and this time I would really like to say I'm sorry for not appreciating you for that particular moment. Forgive me.....

The Journey Ahead

Definitely I wouldn't mind, but I believed it's gonna have lots of burden up front. It ain't gonna be easy as eating an apple. Frankly speaking, I will walk through this no matter what though. Burdens, hardship, obstacles or whatever things would block my way, I shall keep walking until I acquire it because I know it's gonna worth it in the end. While walking through the long hard road, I just hope you could bare with me until the time comes. Let us walk with God with no fear. Be thankful to God that he had brought us one. Amen!

You Share and I'll Listen

I would like to convey that how much I care about you in not any specific moment. In times of blue, grieved or even cheerful which there are even more time for me to care. You consistently mentioned about yourself who are the *Bad Guy* at the first place, but I never deemed that you are one, seriously it's because it never appear in my mind and I have put my trust in you. Better yet, I wouldn't mind what you think about me or which scrape occur in your mind, and all you have to do is just share it with me and we'll talk about it. I wouldn't want you to take it alone, but take it together with me though. Taking it alone is heavy and if someone would like to give you a hand, you'll feel lighter. No matter what, never let go. I shall even add-in I will have time for you even when I'm working in long hours and I never want you to stop sharing even my time are limited. I would never feel tired once you speak out and please do bare in mind. Never let evil thoughts conquer you but stay strong with God. I do always keep us in prayer everyday. God is working and we shall work with him too!. Amen!

A Call

While I was taking a nap in the evening (I think I just closed my eyes), my dad called and before that I was thinking about would my dad give me call later on? *It just came in my mind in a sudden* Oh well, eventually he did!. What a gift! The first and only thing he asked me was about the school fees in Perth Curtin and I felt astonished for a while. As he mentioned about the fees, yet I've told him "LETS NOT WORRY TOO MUCH AND KEEP PRAYING". *A smile on the phone for dad*. As soon as he hung up, I was being perceived for a moment and I started to pray and give thanks to God for he is our Hope. God is Hope! Amen! Never Lose Faith!

Keep Praying

Praying is not a job for me, but a communication with God. I can't stop this communication whether when and where because talking to him I can say is amazing!. I feel calm and easy when I talk to him yet he answered my prayer through an amazing way where it's unexpected! Just remember Faith, Hope and Love and these bond is so strong where there's no way to break because of his mercy!.

Not being afraid to tell I am facing some problems now. God hears me and I believe he will answer my prayer soon. Never lose faith, but keep it inside. It's better to know the first solution to solve problems is to pray! Look for him often just like we look for our brothers and sisters! Amen!

It's just a matter of time

Time is a prove of everything, but we need to have faith in HIM. It really gave me a great shocked in my heart when I heard about it, but I will never lose faith in HIM. I wouldn't wanna worry so much until the time comes. He knows what best for us!

Just like you said live one day at a time plus make the most of ever moment we have. I don't wanna trust myself into it, but trust in HIM. When we still have time for each other, that's the time we are gonna use for everything. Once again I remembered you've said A LOVE WITH FRIENDSHIP COMES WITH HUMOR AND HEART. Let me provide this with a sentence "These bond shall never break because we do appreciate and care each other well".

This is where I shall start to say that we shall stick together like a string where there is no gap in between. The string would not fall apart when we appreciate it very well. We've planned our journey, but I'm sure there will be lots of burden and hard roads in between, however I will go through this no matter what in order not to let the string fall apart!. I'm willing to do so because it means a lot to me! I can say it's uncountable yet I will keep my words as I promised you!. Prayer will keep us together and God is working on us. Pray Hard!

I would not show you the love from my mouth of words or tongue but with my actions and in truth.

I hope I can fly away from here soon

I hope I could fly away from here soon. I wouldn't wanna stay here if I could. I wish to see new things in life and to feel the new place. But of course there is one main thing for me to leave. Wouldn't wanna say out because is indescribable. Trying hard for this possibilities. I wouldn't wanna miss the chance if I could. I kept thinking of it from day to day but i'll surrender to you God! You've heard my prayer even before I pray. Amen!

Im sort of a loser

I felt that I'm sort of a loser! A simple stuff which is so easy could stop me from doing it. Shame on me! I have no doubt on myself seriously. No deny but the truth! I accept when people said that I don't know anything. Seriously I am.

2012

Well exams, test was over and as I have graduated from Diploma of Business. And now I hope my wish come true by next year 2012. No matter how hard to try I'll go for it and may I surrender to you God? May your will be done

AMAZING GRACE!

Thank you Lord!!! You are AMAZING!!!!!!!... HALLELUJAH!!!

I felt so delighted when you are sharing your thoughts with me. I felt so blessed to have you which could never keep anything but share. Everyday I keep us in prayer from morning, evening and before bed.

I hope you feel the same too. And of course I trust every word you said. You've shared out everything and now we get to understand each other more.

I need you

Lord, you have showed me so much loved. The loved that I never felt before. Lord, continue this love until I seat next to you Lord. Blessed us and continue to send your holy spirit shower upon us Lord. For you know and have listened to our prayer and we trust in your Lord Jesus Christ!.

After 2011

There's only one thing I hope for after this year 2011. That would be...........................

It'll make my day

It felt so glad to talk with you where we can still laugh and share together even we are not face to face. Hopefully this will continue now and then. It really makes a day for me! Seriously!

Just because of who I am?

I have been receiving people who always use the word Mr Curtin in a inappropriate way! No offense that I won the title last year but why are people using me as Mr Curtin which in a wrong way for goodness sake! I was wondering did I ever being such a spoiled person in your face? I was being normal and I never being such an ego! Mr Curtin was just a name! Nothing's special and doesn't mean anything at all!. I am still a student in all way! Why are people keep saying that Mr Curtin always being praised and spoiled?! Gosh!

I may look bad on my face but never judge someone if you don't even know! COME ON!

Never Change

You always said that you not worthy to get close with me. That isn't true. With whatever reason to cover up not worthy to me isn't true at all. I tell you why because getting close is not a forceful act. If you think you are quite close with the person and do continue the relationship. I can tell that it's not easy to look for a close friend as a brother which could share, laugh, cry together and even follow you wherever you go. How touched was that! I really appreciate this close relationship under any circumstances. Nevertheless, it doesn't matter how far we all go and as long as we have the true heart of remembering one another. Don't change my brother and do keep us in prayer.

I would never forget! Happy Birthday!

Thank you God you have blessed us! Thank you for being here and listen to my words! I am so happy yet touched!

I was so glad that you've heard what I wanna share with you. First of all I would't know how shall I start but in the end I did. Words are not made up but from the sharing of the love. I shared out what I wanted to share to you because I knew you would lend me your ears and listen. I felt so blessed! Let me speak out that today is a great day! We've went through the day together. And of course we prayed together! See how God has amazed us in a very amazing moment! God has answered my prayer which touched deep in my heart!. I knew that God has touched yours too!

Heading for the Church

Heading for the Church which is a moment of happiness with our Lord Jesus Christ! Let us pray and ask for his blessing and forgiveness. Amen!

I always said to myself that we may not spend our lifetime in this world. Time of happiness, sadness will appear now and then. But we shall stay strong until the day comes. The lifetime of joyfulness only happens up there with our precious Lord! You and I are the same. Even I am not around however I will pray and tell the Lord I will wait for my brother.

A day has passed and the next day is coming. Time passes very fast and I wish I could turn back the time we enjoy together. It has mean lot to me. I wish we have wings and could fly together. I wouldn't mind what people said about us as for we are one. I just don't know how to express it out! It's like indescribable. So, i will said to myself that every moment that we spent I will appreciate it!. I wanna make the day be remembered as much as possible. It's not much time left for us so let us remember the day!. I pray that you will move on and follow him!

A day will be remembered

Time we spent wasn't much but the love and laugh moment we shared has been so meaningful to us. Even with the time of depression we still shared out and we listened to one another. I felt this was so amazing that God has given us. God is so amazing! I'm gonna miss this moment though but in the heart is always remembered and touched. No matter where we are we are till under one roof with one heart as a brother. I just couldn't excuse this because it has stick in my heart. Time will pass we know but i just hope this could bring us back our memory in the future! I never wanna lose a brother like you do. I will keep us in prayer! Take Good care! God is working on us and pray!

One heart with one brotherly love no matter where we are!

Lord, I have tried my best! I will surrender to you! Take away my fear and worry and let joy comes in to me..AMEN!

People who know me would understands me and who I am!

I'm not a smart man but I do know what love is all about

Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far far away from.

Sometimes I might wanna join you'll for the same topic however I can't at all. It's just too difficult for me though. Perhaps i'm just a random person where there is no specific topic for me to talk about. Am I in a different world or something? I can see that laughing and sharing together is such an enjoyment. I can say it's better than going out for a shopping. I may feel awkward when there's blank in my mind where I don't know how to start.

It's so uncomfortable to stay alone. God! rescue me from the negative thoughts when i'm alone! I wanna walk out!

I'm Tired! Could I just go?

I don't like this feeling in me NOW!. Get out!

My brothers are amazing! Not because they pay for my drinks, food, accommodation whereas they provide the brotherly love to me which is indescribable.

Lord, I am tired tired and worry. I will surrender to you Lord so that my tiredness and worries is gone. Amen!

Brother

You know who you are my brothers!

Sorry, sometime I might be over-doing and do forgive me brothers if I did. Love ya'll brothers!

Be nice and talk

We always see people complaint about his/her friends around or perhaps hatred in the heart which they could not forgive! I don't think it's a good idea to treat people in that situation. For instance, if you put to yourself that you heard people talking negative about you and how would you feel? Ok, maybe some people may just left it out but not all people can do that. Some maybe feel hurt in them and they might not have a good day ahead.

I would really appreciate when people turn to me and talk to me about the issues they think I have applied in the wrong situation. It's not a good idea to back-stab people . Talk to them nicely and i'm sure in the end the person would feel nice despite the wrong-doing and they might change with a smile on their face.

I must stop to worry!

It seems that the word worry has taken me down. The feelings of worry and I hate it so much. I can't even control it and it's stuck on me! I am looking up, left and right where there is no place for me to go but just worry. Why?! Worry about my exams, about my future, about my life, about everything! This shows that I have lost my faith in Jesus Christ! NO!. This is not gonna happen to me!

I must change! Change to walk his way that he has provided! I will walk with him! Even the road he provided is hard and full of burden but I shall walk because he is the way, the truth and the life! Only his ways could let me out the world of worry because he has planned everything for us! When I start to worry, I shall call unto his name and he will walk with me and so my worry is gone! Never lost faith in him because he loves us so much! It's just like you lost a close friend and how would you feel? Hurt? Tears? Feel down? Jesus Christ will feel the same too! We don't want that to happen! Pray to him and ask for forgiveness! Without him I can't step out this world and be like a wise man! Stop worry and walk with him! You'll feel amazed! Amen!

How I wish I could study at Australia

First of all I would always says that study at Australia is just environment changes which comparing to local. But as time goes by I realize that study at Australia isn't that bad because of the people, the food, the place and etc. One thing is expensive which needed to convert from Ringgit Malaysia to Aussie Dollar. Plus I agree with local Malaysian students who worked as a part-timer there in-order to save up more money unless his/her family is rich.

I came from a medium income family and how I wish I could study at Australia!. I wanna know how's the university life over there, I wanna try their food and get to know different people perhaps!. There are few friends of mine who are going there and some already there and I have just received their feedback which was positive. I really wish I could go there together and study with them since we all in the same university. Unfortunately, I guess the cost is too high for my dad to cover. Well, I guess I would stay at Curtin Miri for my course at the moment. No matter what I just hope my family are healthy and safe. Hopefully in the the near future I could fly to Australia and have my experience over there!

God Bless!

Dad's recently amazing dishes!

Amazing dishes by dad which and everyone named him as a 'Iron Chef'. The first dish is Pork Belly Bacon, and the second is the Bacon Block and the third picture is pizza toppings with bacon, button mushroom, green bell pepper and slice tomato, cheddar and mozzarella cheese.

LET ME STEP OUT AND BE A WISE MAN!

I failed lots of time!

Failed? Yes, I've failed more than i expected back in those days. Of course I felt disappointed every time I failed. And as well as giving my parents a bad grade which really gave me a awful feelings. What can i do? Because it has already over. It's not what I it to happen though.

But I have learnt one thing is that failure is not a person but just an event!. Till today I still failed. But it doesn't mean I love to fail. Just I have not found the right answer yet to fill in. I am trying not to be worry about my failing moment because I hate the feelings of worry. Doesn't mean I don't care if I fail however just do my best and oneself said 'If you're doing your best, you won't have any time to worry about failure'. Meaningful isn't? Take this quotes into the exam hall!

Forgive me

Talking about forgiveness? Forgive is something you stop feeling angry toward someone for he/she had offended you in the past. Why forgive? Because when you are angry and resentful with someone,the only person you are hurting is yourself. Forgiveness is important because we all find that ourselves in a position at some point in our daily lives, desiring forgiveness for some transaction.

I understand forgiving a hard thing to give sometimes due to some reasons. We know that it's a lot easier to withhold forgiveness and remain the victim.

However, bad things happen to people every day in life, but what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger, and that is the truth.

Forgive me and I know its not easy. You can distanced from me because I understand hard it's to forgive when you're still in the middle of it.

The first impression of people who looked at me is a bad person!. How awful!.

Learn, train and gain experience and money will come afterwards.

I could not stay long for a book!

Education is always the main criteria for us before moving out to the real world. Yes, of course education is important. However, to me I have a limit for my own education. I wouldn't say it's not important to me but there are just a limit for my own understanding. I am not a person who can just stay in front of the book for a long hours. I couldn't say I force myself. The more i force myself the more i get frustrated about it. PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID NO MATTER WHAT YOU STILL NEED TO FORCE . I could have said I don't think so because not everyone is a bookworm and some can and some may not just like me instead. Of course people always said they can do it but they never think of we are not the same and there are not us. They have the intention but we are different. Different people with different intention. We could not judge them what they do is wrong but should understand them.

I believed they are always a way to do things. The road is not straight at all. Lots of ways to do it. I was thinking to walk out to the real world after form 5 instead but parents urged me to have further studies. I agreed because I'm still young and although my purpose to walk out is to look for business as I am keen in doing business. Any business will do as long as it's legal. I have said to myself I am gonna become a real businessman after-all. I am putting education as one of my priorities now but when it comes to the real business world I would say it's none of my business. My goal is to become a businessman and that's all. First step is to start now.

I do intelligent roles. I don`t want to be labeled as doing silly movies. I`m more mature than kids my age because I`m constantly surrounded by adults - Mischa Barton

Words spoken

Words is from mouth of people. Words that I spoke is not a 100% but do correct me if i'm wrong. To received feedback and learn is what gives you a challenge in life. I would like feedback as a matter of fact i'm not nervous to be corrected.

I can't just sit here!

I shall give myself a bit of challenge on what to move on. I can't just sit right here and do nothing perhaps just a simple idea will do.

Poor business is a business that makes nothing but money

People come and go

People come and go in our life. Never miss out the opportunity to tell these people how much they mean to you. Cherish it and appreciate the moment. We will never know what will happen for tomorrow.

A faithful friend is the medicine of life.

We shall be tough inside

We shall be tough which happens to be mentally but not physically. No matter how physically tough you are, you'll fall if some issues could break you down your weak heart. Learn to be tough inside wherever you are and whatever you do. This world is changing from time to time and when we walk outside the real world we'll face many consequences. I won't judge it'll happen from time to time but be prepared. Being tough mentally which could make us feel better in our daily working life.

When you fear, trust. Let your faith be greater than you doubt

The path of life is somehow to give yourself some challenges so you may learn and experience

I'm lying alone with my head on the phone
Thinking of you till it hurts
I know you hurt too but what else can we do
Tormented and torn apart
I wish I could carry your smile and my heart
For times when my life seems so low
It would make me believe what tomorrow could bring
When today doesn't really know, doesn't really know

[Chorus:]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I want you to come back and carry me home
Away from this long lonely nights
I'm reaching for you, are you feeling it too
Does the feeling seem oh so right
And what would you say if I called on you now
And said that I can't hold on
There's no easy way, it gets harder each day
Please love me or I'll be gone, I'll be gone

[Chorus:]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?
Oh, what are you thinking of?
What are you thinking of?

[Chorus: 3x]
I 'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right believing for so long
I 'm all out of love, what am I without you
I can't be too late to say that I was so wrong

I admit I'm not creative

I should graduate

I should have graduate this semester but unfortunately there's just 1 unit left which I have failed to get competent. Should I have felt regret or shall I say I did what I could for this unit but still the same result which pissed me off. More than 80% of my classmates are competent and I felt happy for them but to me it's just a no! Most of them, they got a supplementary however its just me and few friends could not. Finally my classmates who got supplementary get competent! *sigh*. I can prove that 100% the lecturer is such an 2 face person!. Whatever~

Ashamed

I felt ashamed for what I had done and I don't have any excuses. I did what I did. I take full responsibility for myself and my actions. I wouldn't pawn this off on anybody which I'm sorry it happened and I hurt people around me.

I failed to try

I failed a unit but that doesn't mean i really failed and it's just that I have used the wrong answers.

I hope I can join the club one day and learn to be a professionals

Start a day with a smile~

I hope everything goes smoothly after today. I hope I won't failed anymore and I'll get competent in the 3 units. Lord, have mercy.

It's done!

I have submitted the assignments. I have done what I had to do yet i still worry about it. I wanna stay calm perhaps. Why is that something still bothering me now? Could I just let it go and let me rest. I hate the feelings.

God, stay with me~

It's Wednesday and just middle of the week.

A tough and pathetic semester and all my best is just less than what I expected. So what can i do now? Wait? Patient? I didn't know what to do instead. I just felt like how could I manage something even tougher when something small I couldn't even handle with myself. This semester is just bringing me lots of obstacles, issues. How I wish i could get over it now.

I did my best

I'm sorry mom and dad~ I did my very best

I'm out of this!!!

No matter what they are still your parents

We were brought up by our lovely parents. Without them we are still in nowhere to be found. Why do you think one of the most important task in our life is to respect ,take care and love them no matter what, when, where? Reasons is that they brought you up till today, they fed you up when you were still a baby, they bought clothes for you to wear, milk powder for you to drink, brought you to doctor when you fall sick, brought you for holidays as well. Have you ever thought of that? It is not an easy job for parents to take care of us as a son/daughter. They spent most of things on us rather than themselves. Do you think they are lovely enough to you? Of course!.

Some people always thought of their parents are annoying, disturbing, too controlling however never hate them instead. Before moving on, think of when you were young that you were still a baby? If you cried in the middle of the night who was there to change your diapers? Don't you think it is not easy to do this every single night? But your parents did!. You cried because you were hungry and who was the one who prepared food for you? Think about it. If you become a parents one day, your son/daughter complaint about that they hate you and how would you feel? It's the same goes to your parents of how they felt if you really hate them. They scolded you, nagged at you not just because they purposely did however its just that they correct you from wrong and because they love you.

When you have a family in future however always be there for your parents when they need you. Just remember they are not as young as you anymore and perhaps they might not even walk to call to you. Never say anything to hurt them because they are too old to be hurt in the heart. Lets just say what if you are still young and one day your parents are not around anymore how would you feel? Who will be there for you when you need them? Think about it.

As one-self said we never know the love of our parents for us until we have become parents. Love your parents as they have loved you.

God bless.

What are good brothers or perhaps best friend?

Do you have a good brother or perhaps best friend? What are good brother or best friend imply to you? Have you ever think of you may treat them as brother or sister or perhaps best friend however in return they just treat you as a normal stranger? Just because they are using you for you have what they need and eventually they dump you aside when they done with you. How you feel if that happen to you? Angry?, Upset? Feeling lost?

WHAT MAKES YOU WORRIES IS WHAT MASTERS YOU!

Friday the 20th

I could not continue this way and perhaps i need to move on with something else for self-development. I wouldn't say it's simple life but I need more challenges which could take me to gain something else. I want to be in a real world which I could face and learn more than I expected. Working in a small area would not be enough however I need a large area which I could see things clear and wide.

A great moment with you bros! I hope this will be always remembered bro! Take care my bros!

Useless Me

Opportunity

I shall start when there is opportunity. What are opportunities to me? Well, something that could bring me to work on where there is chance. Perhaps business and I mean any kinds of legal business would bring something up to me. Grab the opportunity and start off with something. My advice is that we should start whatever thing you keen on when there is a opportunity is waiting for you.

Leadership & Communication

Starbucks and Coffee Bean

It's Weekdays, it's Wednesday & it's middle of the week. A trip to Starbucks for the first plan but then 2nd trip to coffee bean. What can I say? Oh well, it's a good day with my bros. We enjoy and share our laughter. Next, a special offer by Starbucks which is 50% off for few drinks from 5pm to 7pm. We got our drinks and sat down for assignments and revision( Well only a few moment) *don't laugh* before heading for coffee bean. Eventually, had our dinner at nearby Boulevard area. A laughter of all bros makes a theme wonderful. *THUMBS UP*

Hexagon Alkaline water filter

Initial Selling Price: RM 1,500

Selling Price NOW: RM 698

Interested to get one of them? If you do call at 0178219228 ( Kent)

Features of Hexagon Alkaline Water Filter is as follows:

1) Don't require electricity

2) Easy to Install

3) Alkaline Water Filter

4) Produces Hydrogen Water with nano refinement

5) Made in Korea

About the Hexagon Alkaline Water Filter:

A product from E-Cosway. Well, it is easy to install, easy to operate and easy to clean. Just for your info why do our body need alkaline water in our body?, why do we need to drink this everyday?. Is it really that good and necessary? What are the benefit of this Hexagon Alkaline Water? Well, alkaline can help prevent cancer, Gould, tiredness, skin rashes and prevent teeth from dissolving and etc.

I shall start when there is opportunity

Startup now!

Watch and Learn field trip

A wonderful travel and learning trip that has impressed me. My first time to these few places called Keningau, Tenom, Kimanis and as well as oil palm estate at Keningau. I would ask myself what is my objective to travel to these few places? A simple answer was I love to travel while learning with experienced people. Through this trip I've learned and met few business owners and another objective was try to boost up my network.

Brother's short vacation

Went to Brunei with my 2 bros last evening and a wonderful trip to be. Even a short trip but it's all about the moment of brothers that could travel together. That's where we spent time sharing our thoughts. Had a wonderful dinner with Tom Yam, Chicken, and some long beans cooked with chicken floss....WOW! Delicious! Have to thank Andy's mom for the wonderful dinner. I ate more than i use to ate and oh.....well Thumbs up! ONE THING WAS THAT ANDY'S AND ERIK'S PLATE WAS VERY CLEAN AND MINE WAS FILLED WITH CHICKEN BONES AND CHICKEN SKIN!......*LAUGH*

Tuesday~

It's 6.30 am which my alarm got me up!. Breakfast preparation? Yes, and hang out my clothes to let it dry for a day. I prepared my lunch either. What can i do next? since my class is at 8 later on? Well, better get prepared. Hopefully today everything goes as usual.

Random~

A great Monday!

Today I could say is a great day for me! Well, our group presentation was a last minute preparation however we received a good feedback from our lecturer! I was surprised! Feeling excited! Unexpected feelings!

Head to gym just less than an hour and had lunch with my Lil bro Andy outside campus. A good bro to hang with no matter where and when!. I shall said that I am grateful!.

We started our training program air alert this evening and shall i say amazing? Of coz! It's time to give myself some training discipline. Under any circumstances I shall push myself with this training! In a matter of time, let's work it out!

Brother's Night!

I call him brother which he makes me felt that when Im in trouble he is the one who will turn up for me~'

A brother to me

Well,sometimes being a brother is even better than being a superhero. I'd feel grateful for having a brother who cares and understand. It doesn't matter how long we know but it's the brother relationship that matters.

A day out with friends

It was a great and groovy moment day out with 3 friends which are Andy, Jacky and Erik yesterday. I shall said we are really grateful! Andy and I had 2 delightful meal provided for our lunch and dinner. Well to be frank our dinner was the amazing one that we had at Citrus Restaurant. Our meal was treated by Erik's aunt and Jacky. We ordered few meals and we shared together. I ate a lot! which my friends were shocked!. I usually seldom eat food with gravy and anything with toppings. But I DID! Delicious! Soon after we were planned to have a basketball training but it was cancel so we went back to campus for a lil bit training.

In the evening we had a small celebration at Soho which celebrated one of my friend's birthday. I helped Andy drove his car and he sat beside me. Was thinking he was tired and so asked him to let me drive. Went to picked up 2 ladies and the birthday boy and head to Soho. We didn't ate anything but just drank a cup of Juice at Soho. The birthday boy treated us for the drink! Eventually, on the way home Andy and I saw 2 Ferrari! WAS WOW! A red and white. Lucky day huh? Perhaps COOL!. The white Ferrari was the one got my nerve! NICE!. Well, I really enjoyed the Saturday. It was a completely brother's day outing.

Birthday 31st March 2011( Always be Remembered)

I was really surprised by friends on my birthday! Unexpected! Unpredictable! It's a really happy and enjoyable moment to share with. Basically it's my first time I was been rubbed my cream on my face, balloons shot on my body and water pipe spray and so called ALUMBA?? Well i guess it's the right word i'm using? Anyway, I would say that I REALLY ENJOY. Thank you all my friends for the surprise and it'll always been remembered. I missed the day and thank you once again friends! A birthday moment that will never forget. Well, i don't know what I can say more about my birthday but I shall say it's AMAZING!

I want an Apple I-phone for my birthday...........

Expectation

Do not expect too much from people or maybe close friends. Things will change in a sudden time and no one will know when. I would advice that just go with the flow in your life. If it's meant to be accept the facts of what it is. We are not controlling the day, the time, the environment but we need to know how what is the right time to use it. Be wise and know what you are doing. People may disagree with you but be aware of what you are doing and never go across the line. It's just like 'All of us are made up of the stories that we listen to, the ones we disagree with and the ones that we agree with' Face the real world of challenges and give yourself a preparation.

I am just being myself which I know where I am going. I am not a perfect person but I know what is good and bad.

Sunday Morning

Morning peeps! Had a great moment last evening with cheer-leaders gathering. Talked about dinner? Yes, we had dinner there as well and food I can say delicious while some manage to cooked themselves to bring over. Home cooked food is always the best of all while too bad that I can't manage to cook. I would predict myself lazy to learn even my dad is a good chef at home. Kinda waste huh? I'm a bit lazy to learn from my dad? Well I admit it is.

Woke up had my wheat toast. The toast which I could manage to cook with a frying pan but not with a toaster. Amazing? nah........., it's simple. Everyone can do it. Had a healthy breakfast though and will start my workout at 10am with Andy and Erik. This whole week i have been working out 7 days. That's a bit too much i guess but well just treat it as a exercise for my body. Do it light not heavy i supposed. Technically, I lost weight! My weight was 70.9 Kg that was like few days ago and perhaps now 69.4 Kg. GOSH! Good or bad I may not know but I can feel I'm still healthy. Hopefully.

Thursday Morning?

Just can I provide my title with Thursday morning? Sounds weird? It does! Well whatever! Woke up at 6.30am which I got a good sleep. 7 and a half hours of sleep is just nice! Had a home-make breakfast at 7 with such corn-flakes with milk, 2 pieces of wholemeal bread. Healthy isn't?

Head to gym with Andy around 8.30. Like i said earlier morning workout is the best which could boost up your body health and mind! We had an hour gym. Not too long nor too short. Was just nice!

What can I talk about now? Gonna have my lunch real soon . A simple lunch with chicken breast and some Vercimeli. Shall eat a bit heavy during lunch just to keep myself from hungry fast throughout the day.

SWOT

Build on STRENGTH

Revoke WEAKNESSES

Exploit OPPORTUNITY

Overcome THREATS

Sabah may have gas-fired power plant

It has been said that Tenaga Nasional Berhad(TNB) which is the Malaysia's national power producer plans to build gas-fired plant in Sabah . This plan come after Malaysia's federal and Sabah state government scrapped a plan to build a coal-fired power plant.

Early Morning Wednesday

Oh well this morning was just shocked where my low fat milk was not in the fridge anymore since i opened and keep refrigerated last evening. Someone drink it perhaps. Well, never mind.

Went to workout with Andy at 7.30 am which is a good time where there is less people in there. It's just like our so called HOME GYM!. We just had an hour of workout and that keep us fresh right after it. Morning exercise is cool! Perhaps should have on-going process daily. How I wish but unfortunately class issues.

Gonna have my class at 10 to 12.30pm later on and should I be prepare or maybe later. Today's Wednesday it's a good day even though in the middle of the week due to I only have 1 class for the whole day~...woohoooo! BUT! assignments are coming to deadline. Gonna rush with open mind!

Kenny Rogers Restaurant food price may up

Due to the Malaysia’s armed forces fund, sold 7.97 million shares in the company and the fund is no longer a major shareholder. The Berjaya Food Bhd that operates Kenny Rogers Restaurant in Malaysia added 1.7 per cent to 60 sen.

Cheer & Dinner

Well, here it goes right after cheer-leading practice and dinner. During practice was just nice with exercises and some stunts practices. It was kinda nervous while practicing some stunts due to lack of practice last semester. However I felt so enjoy in the end!.

I had a great dinner with fellow friends which we are laugh and share together. Came back around half past 9 and was really a tiring day but it's a good gathering with friends at least once a week or maybe twice.

Well, gotta make a move now which is my shower time!

Let's talk Morning Tuesday

Morning, as it goes by 7am as of writing this blog. I woke up at 6.30am which the phone alarm alerted me. I had a good sleep with 7 hours and that is more than enough. Well, what can I do today? Oh yes, head to class at 10am? well after that will be my workout time around noon with some friends perhaps.

Mentioning about food for breakfast that makes me starving and would probably prepare in about 7.30am. While blogging with some sentimental music go across my ears sounds perfect which i feel like i'm in a paradise. Early morning music which is sentimental, romance, soft is always the main routine to carry on. Believe it or not i'm into these musics since i was small. Nevertheless, sometimes i prefer pop which depends on my mood. But still I'll go for my main routine musics.

Yes! about tonight, Cheer leading practice would be fun which could lead me to exercise with friends. Can't WAIT but still have to wait for a long day. Somehow i got interested in cheer. Anyways, i'll stop by here and gotta get prepare for breakfast!. Wanna have some? Drop by my house....Nahhh just joking. My cooking skills are terrible!.

Be strong in accepting your weaknesses and embrace your strength! Life goes on while it's never too late to change to become a better person and all you just need is just change.

Malaysia's Gross Domestic Product growth!

Research proven that Malaysia's Gross Domestic product growth at 5.7 percent for this current year despite worsening of Japan's nuclear crisis as well as escalation of the Middle East and Libya's political conflict.

According to the research firm if there was any impact on a massive disasters like earthquake and tsunami , it'll likely be neutral for Malaysian economy this current year. In the short-term due to supply disruption and disaster recovery, Malaysia's might face a drop in exports and factory produced especially in Automotive and electronic industries. At the moment manufacturers are likely looking for substitutes and alternatives.

Japan May take 5 years to rebuild

According to the business news where the world bank had announced that it may take around 5 years to rebuilding Japan after the current month disasters of earthquake and tsunami. It had killed more than 10,000 civilian an destroyed thousands of buildings.

The World Bank staff mentioned private estimates for the current damage that are range from US$122 Billion to US$235 Billion. Damper on the economy will face 'modest short term impact on the region; with trade and investment flows disrupted. Most likely affected will be the automotive and electronics industries according to the news report.

A rising yen may increase debt-servicing costs for East Asians nations. It's about one-quarter of developing East-Asia's long-term debt is denominated in Japanese currency that ranging about 8 percent in China to about 60 percent in Thailand.

Get a LED(light emitting diode) rather than HID(high intensity Discharge) product

According to the research proven that lighting industry in Malaysia are setting for a bright future for lighting business this year. The products are newly launched light-emitting diode which is LED products. The lighting business had already receiving orders from Australia and Sweden. It will move into Household market in the near future.

The pros and cons of the LED light are as stated below:

Pros

1. LED is mercury free while HID are that have mercury content

2. LED can last 10 times longer than conventional lighting.

3. Save electricity

Cons

1. About 5 to 10 times more expensive than conventional high intensity discharge(HID) lighting.

Must have the courage to take risk and understand the consequences of any business you do

It's good to receive feedback so that you can become a better person. Don't Deny if it's true and accept it.

Don't try to avoid the same mistakes but find a way to deal with it

Small issue is just a small issue

If it's meant to be, so why not?

Berjaya Corporation Berhad

Berjaya Corporation Berhard is a Public Listed company which is one of the largest Corporation in Malaysia. It was orginally known as Berjaya Kawat Berhard from the founders, Broken Hill Proprietary Ltd, Australia and National Iron & Steel Mills, Singapore.

I am keen to know more about this Corporation which really inspired me by their businesses they worked on. They have various of business around the world. Berjaya Corporation Berhard is also listed in the Main Board of Bursa Malaysia( Known as KL stock Exchange) .

Am a person who understand which I don't get use to memorize it.

Team Building is somehow a group of people who working towards a common goal.

A beautiful cool Sunday Morning which could make me feel like paradise

Little bit

I am just doing a little bit better

Estabish Personal Work Goals

Why do we need set up goals?

Goals are outcomes that a person, teams and organisation would like to achieve within finite by setting deadlines. Why set goals? Is because to remain organised, focused and skilled. It is also to be effectively manage the works of others and as well to act as positive role model in the workplace.

How to set goals is that by measuring your performance in your work. place your personal goals with the plan of your organisation and your responsibilities of your role. Remember to make a list to clarify your won approach to life and work.

A goal without a plan is just a wish!

Company Secretary course is my next part time course

What are Valuable Business?

Valuable business are meant selling high value which makes profit. Valuable business provide a wide opportunities and market to serve in the society. It makes good profit which you can utilize if you are efficient at your work

The more profitable a business is, the more valuable it is

Business is all about earn a profit to boost their wealth through providing products and services.

Miri here I come

3 and a half months holiday is now over and life is going to get busy real soon. University life is back while gonna meet my friends again. Missed all my friends there. Eventually, this is my last semester for diploma program. Gonna strive for it and get ready for a degree in the near future. Although obstacles do come in any unexpected circumstances but should look for a way to deal with it not to avoid it. Wish all my friends all the best! See you all in Curtin!

At Tanjung Aru beach

Am inside d Curtin banner.

Grandma's birthday dinner cooked by dad. A very enjoyable moment.

Be my guest!

Enjoying cozy weather with few nice dishes and a cup of white wine which is prepared.

My family valentine's dinner

A precious dinner with more than 1 inch sirloin steak. Dad's cooking