Sunday, July 31, 2011

People who know me would understands me and who I am!

I'm not a smart man but I do know what love is all about

Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far far away from.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

Sometimes I might wanna join you'll for the same topic however I can't at all. It's just too difficult for me though. Perhaps i'm just a random person where there is no specific topic for me to talk about. Am I in a different world or something? I can see that laughing and sharing together is such an enjoyment. I can say it's better than going out for a shopping. I may feel awkward when there's blank in my mind where I don't know how to start.

It's so uncomfortable to stay alone. God! rescue me from the negative thoughts when i'm alone! I wanna walk out!

I'm Tired! Could I just go?

I don't like this feeling in me NOW!. Get out!

Sunday, July 24, 2011

My brothers are amazing! Not because they pay for my drinks, food, accommodation whereas they provide the brotherly love to me which is indescribable.

Lord, I am tired tired and worry. I will surrender to you Lord so that my tiredness and worries is gone. Amen!


You know who you are my brothers!

Sorry, sometime I might be over-doing and do forgive me brothers if I did. Love ya'll brothers!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Be nice and talk

We always see people complaint about his/her friends around or perhaps hatred in the heart which they could not forgive! I don't think it's a good idea to treat people in that situation. For instance, if you put to yourself that you heard people talking negative about you and how would you feel? Ok, maybe some people may just left it out but not all people can do that. Some maybe feel hurt in them and they might not have a good day ahead.

I would really appreciate when people turn to me and talk to me about the issues they think I have applied in the wrong situation. It's not a good idea to back-stab people . Talk to them nicely and i'm sure in the end the person would feel nice despite the wrong-doing and they might change with a smile on their face.

Sunday, July 10, 2011

I must stop to worry!

It seems that the word worry has taken me down. The feelings of worry and I hate it so much. I can't even control it and it's stuck on me! I am looking up, left and right where there is no place for me to go but just worry. Why?! Worry about my exams, about my future, about my life, about everything! This shows that I have lost my faith in Jesus Christ! NO!. This is not gonna happen to me!

I must change! Change to walk his way that he has provided! I will walk with him! Even the road he provided is hard and full of burden but I shall walk because he is the way, the truth and the life! Only his ways could let me out the world of worry because he has planned everything for us! When I start to worry, I shall call unto his name and he will walk with me and so my worry is gone! Never lost faith in him because he loves us so much! It's just like you lost a close friend and how would you feel? Hurt? Tears? Feel down? Jesus Christ will feel the same too! We don't want that to happen! Pray to him and ask for forgiveness! Without him I can't step out this world and be like a wise man! Stop worry and walk with him! You'll feel amazed! Amen!

Saturday, July 9, 2011

How I wish I could study at Australia

First of all I would always says that study at Australia is just environment changes which comparing to local. But as time goes by I realize that study at Australia isn't that bad because of the people, the food, the place and etc. One thing is expensive which needed to convert from Ringgit Malaysia to Aussie Dollar. Plus I agree with local Malaysian students who worked as a part-timer there in-order to save up more money unless his/her family is rich.

I came from a medium income family and how I wish I could study at Australia!. I wanna know how's the university life over there, I wanna try their food and get to know different people perhaps!. There are few friends of mine who are going there and some already there and I have just received their feedback which was positive. I really wish I could go there together and study with them since we all in the same university. Unfortunately, I guess the cost is too high for my dad to cover. Well, I guess I would stay at Curtin Miri for my course at the moment. No matter what I just hope my family are healthy and safe. Hopefully in the the near future I could fly to Australia and have my experience over there!

God Bless!

Dad's recently amazing dishes!

Amazing dishes by dad which and everyone named him as a 'Iron Chef'. The first dish is Pork Belly Bacon, and the second is the Bacon Block and the third picture is pizza toppings with bacon, button mushroom, green bell pepper and slice tomato, cheddar and mozzarella cheese.

Tuesday, July 5, 2011


Sunday, July 3, 2011

I failed lots of time!

Failed? Yes, I've failed more than i expected back in those days. Of course I felt disappointed every time I failed. And as well as giving my parents a bad grade which really gave me a awful feelings. What can i do? Because it has already over. It's not what I it to happen though.

But I have learnt one thing is that failure is not a person but just an event!. Till today I still failed. But it doesn't mean I love to fail. Just I have not found the right answer yet to fill in. I am trying not to be worry about my failing moment because I hate the feelings of worry. Doesn't mean I don't care if I fail however just do my best and oneself said 'If you're doing your best, you won't have any time to worry about failure'. Meaningful isn't? Take this quotes into the exam hall!

Forgive me

Talking about forgiveness? Forgive is something you stop feeling angry toward someone for he/she had offended you in the past. Why forgive? Because when you are angry and resentful with someone,the only person you are hurting is yourself. Forgiveness is important because we all find that ourselves in a position at some point in our daily lives, desiring forgiveness for some transaction.

I understand forgiving a hard thing to give sometimes due to some reasons. We know that it's a lot easier to withhold forgiveness and remain the victim.

However, bad things happen to people every day in life, but what doesn't kill us only makes us stronger, and that is the truth.

Forgive me and I know its not easy. You can distanced from me because I understand hard it's to forgive when you're still in the middle of it.

The first impression of people who looked at me is a bad person!. How awful!.

Learn, train and gain experience and money will come afterwards.

Saturday, July 2, 2011

I could not stay long for a book!

Education is always the main criteria for us before moving out to the real world. Yes, of course education is important. However, to me I have a limit for my own education. I wouldn't say it's not important to me but there are just a limit for my own understanding. I am not a person who can just stay in front of the book for a long hours. I couldn't say I force myself. The more i force myself the more i get frustrated about it. PEOPLE ALWAYS SAID NO MATTER WHAT YOU STILL NEED TO FORCE . I could have said I don't think so because not everyone is a bookworm and some can and some may not just like me instead. Of course people always said they can do it but they never think of we are not the same and there are not us. They have the intention but we are different. Different people with different intention. We could not judge them what they do is wrong but should understand them.

I believed they are always a way to do things. The road is not straight at all. Lots of ways to do it. I was thinking to walk out to the real world after form 5 instead but parents urged me to have further studies. I agreed because I'm still young and although my purpose to walk out is to look for business as I am keen in doing business. Any business will do as long as it's legal. I have said to myself I am gonna become a real businessman after-all. I am putting education as one of my priorities now but when it comes to the real business world I would say it's none of my business. My goal is to become a businessman and that's all. First step is to start now.

I do intelligent roles. I don`t want to be labeled as doing silly movies. I`m more mature than kids my age because I`m constantly surrounded by adults - Mischa Barton

Friday, July 1, 2011

Words spoken

Words is from mouth of people. Words that I spoke is not a 100% but do correct me if i'm wrong. To received feedback and learn is what gives you a challenge in life. I would like feedback as a matter of fact i'm not nervous to be corrected.

I can't just sit here!

I shall give myself a bit of challenge on what to move on. I can't just sit right here and do nothing perhaps just a simple idea will do.

Poor business is a business that makes nothing but money