I believed I'd always made you upset

Have I complained too much about you recently? I wish you could just be honest to me yet tell me the truth. Don't conceal yourself from me because I never did. I felt hurt deeply inside when I saw you were upset where there's not a single smile while we talked. Emotionally, you are not a particular person to me, but it's indescribable which am not afraid to declare. Seemingly, I can state how you feel and what are you thinking sometimes by looking at your mien which I hope you wouldn't mind.