Saturday, January 28, 2012

Let me recall

Locked myself in my room and start recalled what I've given you? Well, ya, I am giving myself some time to recalled what was wrong in it. The first thing came into my mind was isn't it that we were on a shaky situation? Oh well, believe it or not I am trying to keep this constant. Maybe I haven't really shown you what was really inside this little heart of mine. I doubted you would trust me if I continue to say this every time. I considered my words aren't important anymore. I'll do what I can to keep you having the moment of bliss.

I read your blog again and again and how I wish we could have the moment back here with us. I got tears, and I cried without disgraced. Remember when I first met you? Remember when I started to shared everything with you? I recalled. Gracefully, you mentioned I never hurt your feelings, but unfortunately I did. It just gave me a few seconds a heart of smile, eventually it turned out to be a bitterness. I can do better and why didn't I? I'm just as dumb as a doornail.

I believe you still feel the same, and I believe it's gonna take a while to have more trust on me. Well, is okay, maybe I wouldn't get the right answer yet at the moment but one day I believe I can.

Recalled the past was what giving me the greatest decision. People says move forward and never look back and I agreed but that just depends on what situation. I recalled the past and put right back into the present and future so could have your hope come true.

Am I the one who could completely turn your world around? ,Make the most of every moment we have?, If you truly love someone, you'll never hurt them? follow my footsteps? In a nutshell, you're not defective.